Sky always there

The sky is always there for us, and it is free.

Each time Or often, I see a beautiful, changing sky early morning or late towards the evening, it brings me back to a time of my life when I really needed it. A hope. A pleasure. An enjoyment for which we do not have to pay. Only stop, observe, enjoy.

Also, at that mbment in my life I was driving and crying and did not stop my car. Admired the sun showing me its Beaty while driving, and crying less and less.

Deciding I had to divorce, my husband not only cheating but making future plans with his 20 years younger then mistress, living afar. We went to a common lawyer and decided, as we come out “we are divorced”. We did not feel married only when it was legalized we will not wait for formality.

As usual I worked all week and Saturday drove to the nearest supermarket to buy food for my to children and me. When I arrived to the cassier, gave my card, she told me “there is not enough money”.

What?

I found out that way, my EX still legally husband, has taken ALL money out from my common account. As I had some cash too, I paid for half of what I put in the cart and gave back the rest. Should I say that it was a huge shock for me?

What I will do? How we go till my next paycheck? My eyes blurred. Not the moment, I am driving! I begun to ponder all for which we have still to pay and all that is already paid. And then suddenly the sky begun to play its magic for me.

It was a very important moment and told me I can always enjoy the nature and it is there free for us all.